Lovemate

My mind goes crazy
I can’t concentrate
on whether i’m selfish 
or just way too late
The damage that’s done 
deciding such fate
of staying and trying 
or living in hate?
All moved so slowly 
at such a quick rate
I watch the door close
Inside crying “Wait!”
Each breathe inhaled 
brings nearer the date
of living so lonely 
without my love mate