Needy

i don’t think i’m needy.
i’m as honest as i can be
which is almost retarding for me
in your eyes, maybe.
Because everyone else
sees me as this hard ass..
which I am by the way
and don’t go telling anybody different!
You’ll ruin my hard ass reputation!!!;-)
I don’t just have some little girl crush, either
though you may think
this is what it amounts to be!
Giving you my body,
which is a better part of myself,
in my eyes,
is what I can give you devotedly,
whole heartedly
because I do love you
and this, my body, is me.
Open to you as I can possibly be.
It’s all I have left of me
and from your eyes, I know
you know how this would be,
as it is yourself the same way, inside
except from my very afraid body.