The Rental

Life. What are you now? 
Where's my new direction… 
   motivation… 
Once full of loves so devoted to 
I filled my hours and made 
them fundamental… 
     Life is too gentle. 
Death. Why can't it be unreal? 
Bring back the relation… 
   angry frustration 
Now void of those I looked to 
I fill the days with wasted 
haste, I cannot taste… 
Time's only a rental.