From one minute to the last Excerpts haunt me from the past There’s no focus I can’t control it Like a mind control short circuit Gotta get out of this place Where abuse is what I’ve learned Is as common as the list Of the kinda behaviours burned Into my psyche Burned by that fuck I believed My entire damn life That I could never get over Like a thief in the night Just wasted my life Wanting just what we had In a time when I felt You were all I could have That would never leave me Well shame on yourself, girl. Looking back its so telling In those black and white dreams Dark and painful chasing puppy Screaming please don’t take her from me Never finding her To this second With tears in my eyes, I miss my baby So bad I wish I died with her The shame I feel for letting her down. Chasing my girl with a terrifying end The darkest of monochrome skies The whirling disaster coming straight through Ripping up lives The mark of a narcissist Stay away from his lies Intuition so fab Yet I yearned for this thing we had. This chemistry so electric Anyone that stepped anywhere near us The tension between us That was unabashed Chased me home Storming into my life Those moments to me Were the best Over and done now Sobbing to myself Terrified and abandoned Sick of myself self hatred and An EF5 Tornado named ___________.